只是谈得来的朋友这句话不是我先说。
全都是我的错吗？
我在掩饰，我的不对
你们都很真吗？
对！很多人不喜欢我。很多人讨厌我
我也尽量在改
我知道我的attitude不好
我知道你们都不喜欢
我本来的性格配合不了你们
我很在意你们所说的每一句话
我很在意你们


以前我总是被人排斥。是因为我的性格吗？
我没惹任何一个。但呢？
每个人都当我是傻瓜
我记得我们F1的时候也是不和。
我们的友谊是在F2 开始
因为你们所以我才有了真正的朋友
这3年来，跟你们最多
我真正的朋友就你们几个
很多时候都是和你们一起过
所以我很依赖你们
我知道依赖不好


刚开始我的家人都不喜欢你们
不懂为了什么
所以我要化解这事
现在？都相处挺好的


误会越来越多
我们都了解彼此但不是100%
我们有说有笑，不管开心与不开心
有时候我真的很讨厌你们
但也很多时候我很庆幸有你们


你们样样都比我好
你们比我聪明
你们比我更令人喜欢
你们也比我有自信
很多很多
所以我羡慕
很多事都是你们教我的
我其实很爱面子
所以很多事我都不承认
我不是不想坦白
对不起
如果可以的话，我会尽量少说话
就算我的话不会很多


我很讨人厌吧?
就连你们也开始讨厌我了
忍受不了我
我不知该怎么做好
我知道我样样都做得不好
我没有主见
我就是没有主见！
主见会令自己一个人
我怕一个人
我没有信心完成一切一切
对不起


我不会因为你们所说的而生气
我会尽量再改
有什么话就当面和我说
我不是不能接受
只是可能一时间接受不了


讨厌我的人们，
给我时间好吗？
谢谢！


这些都是我想说的
可能会令你们不爽
对不起

bored acticle

what a boring day!
i slept in class almost 4periods.haha..too sleepy..
is the 1st time i sleep so long time in the class.
sorry ya teachers.>.<>panda yen ady!
lol..==
sooooooo sleepy and i have nothing to say..
at night,i went to grandma's restaurant which located at somewhere else(stupid sentences!)
so bored! i read newspapers when waiting daddy and uncle.
hmm. sleepy again + hungry
we ate there. no soup for me. so bad!


phew~bored article!
i want go to gurney..
i want watch movie..the uninvited!
i want buy clothes
i want a new phone
i want a camera
i want hang out with friends
i want sing
i want a friend who understand me
i want...

thanks for u guys who support me


.. NITE~

我的话

突然心情低落
干嘛呢？
一个个的远离，一个个的逃避
干嘛呢？
朋友
干嘛呢？

我的朋友只是朋友
只是谈得来的朋友
在一起没话说但又不觉得尴尬
不了解
中学生涯只是这样吗？
一旦毕业就说拜拜
毕业，离我们不远了
就还有几个月，就那么短暂
毕业后还会是朋友吗？
还是毕业后，朋友都会成曾经？
曾经的朋友
我怕有朋友在会吵
我怕没朋友在会孤单
我，不懂得发言，表达
感觉很多话要说但又突然没话说
感觉没话说但又很想说
我，不懂在说什么

我什么都不会
最会的是什么？
保持沉默
我，没话说
有话也说不出口
又不知道自己在说什么

我是怎样的一个人？
每个人有不同的看法
你，妳，你们呢？
对我有什么看法？
喜欢我的人自然会说我好的
不喜欢我的自己自然会说不好的
我说得对吗？
这，就是人类


真的好多好多话想说，但又不懂得怎么说
说的，你们可能会觉得是废话
如果有心语，那该多好
有心语沟通。
不用说话，开天眼用·心语沟通。
不用想形容词来表达我们的感觉
有这样的东西吗？

朋友，
到底干嘛呢？

GOD blessing you,friend

2days didn't go to school ..not feeling well..
stomach very pain cause of 'that'.. hmmm..

i heard that one of my classmate was in accident.
so sad to heard that. sorry
she still not yet wake.insensible..
damn worried about her although she just a normal friend for me.
good luck ,friend.
we will pray for u..
we are hoping you come back to school.

Good luck ,Ai Hua

Good luck,my friend!

GOD blessing you

oh ya.two more things i want to say.

1st: ultimaxx street dance competition will hold on 30th of May

each ticket RM15

lacation is DEWAN SRI PINANG （time not sure yet)

anyone interest can buy the ticket from us or any ultimaxx's members

support us!!!!!!

2nd: taekwondo tournament will hold on 9th-10th of June at QUEENSBAY MALL

haha..

friday

today
1.50pm finish school but i 1.15 ady wanna back
haha..
blur again
2nd times i did that.
but luckily this time i didn't step out of school!
we exchanged class with other class..
we didn't something to sss.
wakaka..

after school i went to hospital
waited doctor for 3hours and talk to her just few minutes..
i slept when i'm waiting for my turn and my mum too..
sienz..

tkd again.==
taught the kids again.
sienz..
anyway,they are cute!

talk with him again.
hurt again!

my Thursday

today nothing special for me..
haha..
lets talk about my Mathematic teacher..
he is so funny.he said he knew where we stay from the way he see our face!
haha..

Mr.Lim:Esther,u stay at Farlim.right?
Esther:No,I stay at Long Wei.
Mr.Lim: Correct ma, Farlim and Long Wei is near.
Esther：..(speechless)..how about Sheue Yen?
Mr.Lim:erm..Sheue Yen stay at Greenlane,am i right?
Sheue Yen:No,I stay near by school.Datuk Keramat.
Mr.Lim:right ma.. Greenlane and Datuk Keramat also near ma..
Sheue Yen:Hey... is far k?
Mr.Lim:Greenlane and Datuk Keramat is near.so i;m correct.
Sheue Yen:..(speechless).. ok. Then Ker Ying leh?
Mr.Lim:Ker Ying ah.. is harder to see lo.
Ker Ying：Har?

hmm.. i forgot what he said ady. paiseh..

conclusion
Mr.Lim:see! i said i can know where u all stay from the way see yours face!i know de...... ...... .....
and. we all non-stop laughing.after that,we continue did our work and chit-chat
then he continue talked his things.swt==

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4.30pm

went to studio again.

esther late again and me too but i'm earlier than her

haha..

we dance.. hmm

my body move.cacat!

can do right side but can do left .

argh! crazy..

but finally i did it! phew..

we learned much.we did much.

we were tired but we just continue our dance.

so syeok!

michelle dance really nice.

when i can be like her?

:)

after dance, we went to new world park

we ate,we watched bboy batter. actually,it was bored.

9something,we back..

so boring.

tomorrow have to go to school again.

have to see teachers again.

have to wake early again.

i'm piggy. i want sleep!

and saturday too.. co-cu..

nitez..

-THE END-

my dream

i would like to be a designer and air stewardess..
hmmm..i don't know what i'm going to design but i will try it as well as i could..
i like photo edit and photograph.

as a air stewardess,a lot of rules there.
ok..
height:for female 157cm above and for male is 165cm above.
this,i pass it.. i'm 162cm+..
but i'm under weight.
i still need 8kg more then only can reach 50-51kg..am i too thin? think so..
i need eat more? i'll try..
as a air stewardess,need always smile :)
can i do it?think so..
as a air stewardess,skin care is important.
haha.. don't be worry. i like pretty!
as a air stewardess, need a lot of communication.
this is hard for me to ..i not really like to talk :(
damn worried..
as a air stewardess, still a lot of rules there...
i can't list it all here..

actually, air stewardess is a job that similiar with waitress.
but just a high class waitress. hah... somomore can travel..wakaka^^
not bad !! i mean this job..
but can i handle it?..
i know is still early to think that but i'm hoping i can do it.
will my dream come true?
haha..
designer,air stewardess,photographer and a mother..

i do like kids a lot..
i want a baby but not now..XD
not just a baby.i want babies
hah..
i like to have a day-dream that how i teach my babies
too early to dream of that.
xixi..
^.^
study 1st!!

the day~

yinZe asked me 2 questions when i'm chatting with him...

ques 1:crocodile have to knock how many times only can die?

ques2: what animal‘s breast most big?

no need logical thinking.Haha.. who know the answer?
i know..
haha:)


today we done something that were tired..
under the sun whole noon.,,hungry somemore..
modeling day.gosh!
many peoples keeping look at us..
mppp and uncles were so 'chiko'
erm.. not that easy to pose..
the boys too tall and we are short!
alalalalala..
just have fun all the way
not bad la.
but a bit bored
haha
next time lets try it again.


im not going to clphs today..
sorry to my friend.
i went to tkd again.
i tought the kids.
they make me speechless. really speechless..
every kick they do were so 'weird' but cute.
haha..they are stronger than normal children
they can did the breaking well.better than us!
if you c it.you also will fell that they are 'geng'
lol..

tired le..
tomorrow going out again.
going out with esther.
do something that good for our future
lol
nite

finally

finally i told my mum about him
she know about him
she was asked me many ques.
i don't know how to answer..hmmm
age gap does make a lot of difference

between,next thursday is han wen's birthday
hah..
thinking what can i present him=)
what he need and what he want?
suffering..

i missed a chance to hang out with esther and ying..i'm so sorry
please forgive me
i really miss the time that we spend together!
i need a car,driving lesen and time.
time is not enough for me nowadays.
i need 48hours!

Tired!

i'm sick..headache and fever
i'm tired..non-stop trained taekwondo
i'm lonely..my pc haven't back yet
no worried..won't contact someone anymore
there is no one in my heart..is empty
family and friends are important to me..
i can't alive without friends and family but can without lover

don't know what i'm talking about
speechless
i'm really tired
need rest
nite..
=.=